"Got Passion."

i'm suppose to blog what i'm passionate about..
i had nothing to say..
until today.

i had till 11:59 pm..
and it's already the next day..
yet i'll blog anyway!

i thought long and hard
"what am i passionate about?"
yet nothing came to me.
i decided to give up
not 'cause i'm lazy..
it's just that i ain't up for lying..

"Got Passion."
that's what it says on my shirt today.
how ironic for someone without passion to wear.
it made me think..
everyone has something that they're passionate about..
maybe i just don't know what mine yet.
or maybe i have..
i just change to quickly..
or...
maybe i'm just passionate about a lot of things to know which.

*crickets*

then *BOOM!*
it hit me!
i do got passion for something!
and it's not just one thing!
it's A LOT of things!
i may not stick to it..
i may not live and breathe for it..
but i do LOVE IT!

KARTING!
going fast!
the wind brushing on my helmet! o_O
...yes..helmet!
the "Power Ranger" out fit!
being a grease monkey!
winning!
I LOVE IT!
i started on the day that i turned 7!
i had my first win just 5 months after starting!
my heart was on the tracks!
i loved it so much that i karted in California as my summer vacation!
i continued till i was 11..
i crashed twice..yet that dint stop me!
the lying to my dad part did!
he never new..
only my mom and uncle did!

ROCK CLIMBING!
(...i was thin then! now stop imagining!)
hanging!
acting like SpiderMan!
rappelling down!
I LOVE IT!
...but not the harness! need i say more...?
it's one of my after school activities during the second grade!
wanna know what made me love it more?
i did it with my cousin who i saw as my older brother!

SOCCER!
a 6th and 7th grade hobby!
it wasn't my idea..it was Shelley's..
i ended loving it anyway!
playing with her!
trying to juggle..
failing..
succeeding!
playing in the rain!
falling in the mud was the best part for me!
specially seeing someone else fall!
I LOVE IT!
what's not to love?!
...the coach!
COACH HANS SMITH! *dun-dun-dun-duuuun!*


ULTIMATE FRISBEE!
back-hand!
fore-hand!
hammer!
thumber!
go long!
PLAY 3!
this aint for the dogs!
this is a game i can play all day!
I LOVE IT!
players fussing over a flying plate!
another game fun to play in the rain!
harder..yes..
fun..definitely!

COOKING!
beef!
pork!
chicken!
...fish!
cooking our Christmas dinner!
cooking for friends!
experimenting with friends!
making your own recipe!
not being able to get the recipe right!
perfecting the recipe!
making people happy!
I LOVE IT!
aint it obvious?
i am fat for a reason you know!


DANCING!
let's not talk about that!
just take my word for it..
I LOVE IT!

MUSIC!
out of all that i love..
i think this is what i'm most passionate about!
not just listening to music..
but makin it!
mixing i mean!
I LOVE IT!
from mixing for personal pleasure..
to mixing to make people dance!
that's what i do now!
mix music for parties and dance competitions!
i RENEW the old!
i REMAKE the made!
i add whatever that is missing!
...of just add cause i want to!
i add heart to the music!
and that's what imma do in the future!
...wow..i just found my purpose 'cause of writing this!
I WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE DANCE!
THANK YOU MISS KATH FOR MAKING ME WRITE THIS!
mixing music makes me EXPRESS MYSELF!
it makes me FEEL GOOD seeing others move to my music!
my music..
it's my way of talking!
it's my way of saying "HAKUNA MATATA!"
with my passion for this..
i now have plans for the future!
BIG PLANS!

this made me think!

My 5 Steps:
1. Set my GOALS
2. Start TODAY
3. NO shortcuts
4. MOTIVATE myself
5. BE HAPPY